What I Learned From My Two NDEs
By Storm Maverick
I was watching an award show on TV called The Billboard Music Awards and decided to reach out for something that was far from my reach, but I stretched myself to reach it and pulled something in my body. I thought to myself that it hurt. It was May of 2012 and I decided to lay in bed to fall asleep. The pain kept me up all night. I decided to wake up my parents saying that the pain I was feeling was so bad that I couldn’t sleep, so we rushed to the emergency room.
When I got there they did an X-Ray and found out that I have a ruptured appendix and a hernia. They decided to give me surgery. I told my dad that was a pastor at the time to pray for me. At the time I was an atheist doing bad things all the time and was really rebellious. He prayed over me and then I went to get surgery.
In the middle of surgery I woke up, so they put more anesthesia in me and I was asleep the rest of the surgery. It was a success until they put me into my room where I was talking to my dad. I faded and can see my dad shaking my arm, but I wasn’t feeling anything. I then went to this area where there were a lot of stars. I was in the universe. I felt so much peace and felt like I wanted to stay there. As I felt I was going backwards I thought to myself “I don’t want to leave here”. As I thought that I heard a voice saying “Sorry. See you soon”.
As I came back to the hospital room, I opened up my eyes to see my father crying. I asked him “Dad. Why are you crying?”. I looked around to see I was surrounded by doctors and nurses and then it hit me. I was dead. This happened in 2012.
As the years progressed, in 2019, I met my twin flame Pinkbow and had every stage imaginable in the twin flame journey happen. A year prior I met a guy named Corgi that I would also have a deep meaningful bond with. These two were the bestest friends I could ever ask for. They were there for me when my mom died in 2021 and always cared and loved me through all the good times and all of the bad times. The bestest friends anyone can ever ask for.
Pinkbow and I became so close with each other after my mom died, especially in 2022. We went to bars, clubs, her house, other people’s houses, the lake, the park, the pool and even bowling. Twin Flames can be friends by the way. Most people would agree with that. We would talk everyday. I know for a fact I have talked to her for over one thousand days. We are close and even when we go through separations, we would come back strong like nothing happened. She is truly an amazing person and I am happy I met her.
Corgi and I hung out a lot more after the pandemic started. We would hangout at his house where I would meet his mom as well. We enjoyed each other’s company and would watch wrestling together. Sometimes we would go see the wrestlers from WWE in the back of what used to be called the PNC Arena and would talk to wrestlers before the show. Some of them knew me as someone that used to wrestle in $5 Wrestling. After meeting the wrestlers we would watch the show because my dad working for the PNC Arena at the time would give us tickets. Corgi and I would also go to concerts. I saw Staind 3 times because of him.
Corgi thought since I was thinner than he was he should help me get food stamps. Not knowing at the time my parents already had a food stamp card he helped me apply and sent it to his house instead of mine. When I got the card I decided I would help him buy him food for him to spend money on me for nicotine. We did that a couple of times and I thought it was my money, but my parents have guardianship of me because I have autism and schizophrenia. I thought nothing of it.
Pinkbow only saw me eight times in 2024. I thought to myself she’s just busy with the kids. She will hangout with a former best friend of mine and also a former girlfriend of mine and I thought to myself “Why wasn’t I invited? Does she still love me?”. She still talks to me often. I was glad at least she texted me everyday. I was just hoping to see her more often.
The first near death experience I was an atheist, but this time my second NDE will happen to me as a Christian. I was Chrismated at my church, basically became a member, after being a Catechumen. I repented a lot, prayed a lot and was doing good works like mowing Corgi’s yard and trimming his bushes for very little to help him and his mom out. I was baptized as well.
In September of 2024 I felt this stinging sensation in my heart that I needed to lay down and then I closed my eyes. I heard a telepathic conversation with God saying “You don’t have to worry about anyone’s soul”. I was laying around worrying about what was going to happen to me, but God gave me insurance that everything is going to be alright. I then got transferred back into the universe filled with stars. Exactly how it was 12 years prior. I was then surrounded by a white light. I thought of Pinkbow. God said “Pinkbow loves you”. I thought of Corgi. God said “Corgi will miss you”. I felt at peace.
Then the light left me and I saw in front of me someone that looked like Pinkbow and I combined, but younger. Twin Flames are known to be two halves of someone’s soul. I was looking at someone that was the whole soul. She said, “You have to go back”. I replied “okay”. I then got sent from there through a tunnel. My eyes opened and I realized I was back in my bedroom.
A week later my parents found out about the food stamps. They told me I can never hangout with Corgi ever again. There were times when Corgi would contact me saying he wished I could be in his house and that he was going through a lot. I talked to him on the phone, but wouldn’t go back to hanging out with him. This proves what God told me that “Corgi will miss you”.
After finding out Pinkbow hanged out again without me I got this reel she sent me on Instagram saying “send this to the most kind hearted and loving person you know”. Below it it said “that person is you. Thank you”. It had the most sentimental music to it. I cried knowing that God also told me in my second near death experience that “Pinkbow loves you”. God was right about both instances.
I decided as someone that had two NDEs to embrace New Age and Christianity. What they say about Twin Flames is a true phenomenon. Also, in New Age, I keep seeing the number 111 a lot or 11:11. This is a sign of good luck and that the universe is watching over me. I deepen my faith by being more spiritual because of these things.
As far as Christianity goes, even though I didn’t see Jesus Christ in any of the two near death experiences that I have, I realize the Bible can clarify that all of us will go to the state of being of Heaven and like God told me “You don’t have to worry about anyone’s soul”. Apostle Paul met a few Apostles of Jesus. He wrote in Romans 11:32 “For God has committed them all to disobedience, that He might have mercy on all”. He told Timothy to write down in 1 Timothy 4:10 “For to this end we both labor and suffer reproach, because we trust in the living God, who is the Savior of all men, especially of those who believe”.
Also the Apostle Paul told Titus to write down in Titus 2:11 “For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men”. Even in the Gospels it talks about a universal salvation. In Luke 3:6 it states “And all flesh shall see the salvation of God”. All of these translations come from the New King James Version. It basically says that all people will be saved and have mercy regardless of anything you say or do in this lifetime. I died as an atheist and a Christian and had basically the same afterlife. I can tell you that Hell is only a word from Dante’s Inferno. It’s actually 4 words which are Tartarus, Sheol, Hades and Gehenna.
Tartarus only resides with fallen angels like Satan and his demons, but not us humans. Sheol in Hebrew and Hades in Greek mean grave in English. Basically you go to a grave unless you and your family decide to cremate you. Gehenna is a place where people from Jerusalem can walk to to burn their trash and dead bodies. It was a geographical place. Orthodox and Catholics know this. However Orthodox, where I went to, think you always have to ask for mercy, but remember what Romans 11:32 said? “For God has committed them all to disobedience, that He might have mercy on all”? Seems like we don’t have to ask for mercy because it’s a guarantee.
What I learned from my two NDEs, near death experiences, is that everything is okay. The otter peace I got from both experiences lets me know that I am going to always be in the hand of God and that my narrow mind will be no more as I enter into the universe once more rather from a 3rd NDE or becoming dead in the future. I will always be where I need to be in God’s eye no matter how much dark or light I have in me. God’s love will always have mercy on me and the afterlife is total bliss and harmony. Recipes that get me excited to die, but I can enjoy life now and be happy to just be what I always have been, which is a human being.